Bengang !!!!

Last Saturday, i am suppose to meet my fren. Dia dah banyak kali turun KL, but never had a chance to meet me because i am too busy. Dia pun dah bising2 kan, ckp Cik Hati saje bagi alasan x nak jumpe dia. Last Saturday dia turun KL ckp nak jumpe Cik Hati. Ok, i'm fine with it. Dah lama x jumpe kan, so Cik Hati x kesah la, nanti dia ckp ape plak. Kalau ikutkan Cik Hati nak rest kat umah je, bleh tolong mama Cik Hati kan.

Then kitrg plan nak jumpe dalam kul 1, Cik Hati sampai Mid Valley dalam kul 1.15 mcm tue. At that time, dia pun x sampai lagi, dia ckp stuck dalam jam. Cik Hati dah pelik. Dia naik kereta?? Then, CIk Hati tanya, dia ckp dia dtg ngan member dia 3 org. DAMN !!!! Cik Hati dah bengang jugak masa ni, Cik Hati sorg2. Segan la...

Then, dah sejam lebih Cik Hati tunggu, duduk dekat bench dalam mid sorg2 sambil layan mp3. Sebenarnye masa ni dah agak geram, sebab x sampai2 lagi. Cik Hati msg tanya lama lagi ke. Then dia ckp, member dia nak singgah BB jap amik barang. DAMNNNNNNNN.. WTF !!!! Memang Cik Hati geram and marah gile masa ni. Dia tanya Cik Hati bleh tunggu lagi ke x?

Cik Hati dah tunggu sejam lebih, then dia suh tunggu lagi. Cik Hati dtg mid tu semata2 nak jumpe dia je taw, dah la sorg plak tue. Masa ni Cik Hati decide nak tunggu lagi, Cik Hati pegi MPH baca magazine kat situ. Tapi seriously Cik Hati mmg x tenang langsung. Ape benda ntah yg Cik Hati baca, lgsung x masuk otak. Perasaan marah, bengang and geram tu lagi kuat menguasai diri. Kalau ikutkan rase nak jerit je kat situ.

Then, Cik Hati cari port yg sunyi2 sket, amik je buku pape kat situ. Selak2 je pun buku tu. Suddenly ade air menitik atas buku tu. Cik Hati menangis?????? Ni la dia kalau dah marah and bengang sangat, dan x diluahkan. Serious sedih gile.. Tak tau nape.. Then Cik Hati msg member CIk Hati tu ckp kat dia, Cik hati nak balik je sebab Cik Hati dah x de mood. Cik Hati rase itu adalah langkah yg paling bagus skali sebab kalau Cik hati still tunggu ntah utk berapa lama lagi, dgn mood Cik Hati yg dah x baik ni akan tegangkan lagi keadaan bile jumpe nanti. Mesti dah x bestkan, mesti Cik Hati dah x de mood nak buat pape dah.

Then Cik Hati balik je.. Sebak sgt rase hati ni. He is wasting my time, my energy and my money too. And ape yg paling menyedihkan lagi, he dont even say SORRY to me. Tak rase bersalah langsung ke? Dah la dia yg beria2 nak jumpe Cik Hati. Hurm.. Cik Hati rase kalau dia ckp Sorry, mesti hati ni akan lembut sket and perasaan marah tu akan hilang..

Kepada U,

I am so sorry for throwing my anger, but its not my fault. ITS YOUR FAULT !!! Just imagine how would u feel when u are at my place.